Yearly Archive: 2017

09
Apr
2017

TWO BIG THINGS

I’m so out of the habit of writing I don’t seem to know how to get started again. And I still can’t sit down at the computer at home without my arm starting up. I’ve been super sick with a nasty head cold for over a week now. Had to reschedule my MRI from last week to next week, and if I’m still coughing by Tuesday will probably have to postpone it again. Highlights of the past week, despite the unbelievable amount of mucus, include Anders coming home from South Africa to be surprised by A NEW BED! and Karin...

29
Mar
2017

THIS IS / THESE ARE

This is the post I haven’t written. It’s all the posts that went unwritten this past month, while I’ve been struggling with pain, tingling, numbness and frustration. This is the day when I sat down, despite the tingling arm and wrote anyway, because I need to, because I hate having gone so long without writing, for such a stupid reason. I’ve been to the naprapath 6 times. I’ve had several massages. I’ve been to the orthopedic doctor and next week I am scheduled for an MRI to see if it is a pinched nerve or if there have been any...

27
Feb
2017

NOTHING NEW

Still having pain and tingling in my arm, shoulder and hand. Been to the naprapat once, going again for two more treatments, this week and next. Still waiting to hear from the FAFSA, and the other two colleges that Martin has applied to. Still having anxiety attacks about money, especially since we paid Martin’s housing deposit and first housing down payment this weekend. Cashectomy, indeed! OUCH. Still enduring winter: snow last week, now rain rain rain Still crazy at work, though we are managing to keep up by the skin of our teeth. However, found out today that I have...

18
Feb
2017

AND SO I WAKE IN THE MORNING AND I STEP OUTSIDE

My daughter just commented on the fact that the very nice, expensive, wide (genuine) leather belt that she appropriated from me is a “really good child-beater belt”. For the record, she has never been beaten with a belt or anything else. Tempting. But no. So many things that I mean to write about, to remember to write about, to record for your amusement and for posterity*, and yet, the time goes and there is another huge hole in the calendar of my journal. I have a package to mail. I have a letter to respond to. I have pants to...

10
Feb
2017

UGH YAY AND OMG ALL AT ONCE

So much for not having winter. It snowed for 3 days straight but it was so cold that it was just dry and powdery. It glistens like diamond dust in the streetlights and blows all over the place. Tonight the moon was huge and round and hanging white in a pale blue evening sky. When I drove home I passed a huge snowy field covered in resting geese, their bodies black and plump against the whiteness. It’s a photo opportunity I’ve missed twice: too cold to stop and I’m pretty sure I’d scare the geese if I started walking towards...

29
Jan
2017

STRESSBALL

The weekends go too fast. The weeks go too fast, as do the years. I feel as if I’ll wake up tomorrow and I’ll be 80, looking about me with shock and confusion. I don’t really have anything to write about…or rather, I do, too much, but I don’t want to put it here. Much of it is outside of my control and concerns my fears, my shock and my outrage about what is happening in the US. I sincerely do not understand how the people who voted Trump into office can not understand why so many people feel outrage...

24
Jan
2017

WRITING THRU THE GRUMP

I’m in a bit of a grump space right now, and I don’t like posting when I’m feeling this way. Work is really stressful, I’m having major issues with my shoulder (the OTHER one, this time, GAH), I’m finding it very difficult to be a parent right now, and I can’t stop checking the news for the latest political horrors being perpetrated in the US. It’s like watching a train wreck only all the potential victims are us. I got an email the other day that our choir start date has been pushed back at least 2 weeks because they...

20
Jan
2017

D-DAY

Song running through my head today, all day: It’s the End of the World as We Know it (and I Feel Fine) HAHAHAHA *cries*

17
Jan
2017

THREE THINGS, PRIDE VERSION

Fashion items I once wore proudly and for far too long: bat-wing sleeves, clogs, scrunchies Words/phrases I am proud of knowing the difference between (and which I am not afraid of judging you for if you use them incorrectly): hilarious vs. hysterical (if something is really funny, it’s hilarious; hysterical means “marked by extreme, uncontrollable emotion”) jealous vs. envious (if you have something and are afraid of losing it, you are jealous; if you don’t have something and want it, you are envious) bored BY or bored WITH vs. bored OF (just stop it) People I rarely see in person...

15
Jan
2017

VICENNIAL

Last week, I passed a major anniversary. It wasn’t my birthday. It wasn’t even my wedding anniversary. It was the anniversary of the day I moved to Sweden…TWENTY YEARS AGO. I was planning to write a post that day (Wednesday) but work was crazy and I clean forgot when I came home, even though I wasn’t doing anything special that evening. So it went by unmarked. Twenty years ago. When I passed my 10-year anniversary of living in Sweden, I wrote a post about it, because of course I did. I wrote a similar post when I reached my 7-year...

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