Category: general

11
Sep
2008

TOWARDS TORPOR

A new visitor to my blog made a comment today, mentioning the “hammer of the sleep gods” and wow, did that phrase ever strike me, and resonate all evening until I had a moment to sit down and write about it. Living in Sweden or, I imagine, anywhere this far north, brings with it an increasing and desperate awareness of light. What the sun is doing or not doing, whether it is shining, was shining, will shine, becomes much more important to every day life than one would like to admit to. In the springtime, the anticipation of the growing...

08
Sep
2008

IT GETS SO LATE AROUND HERE

The days just whiz by. Sometimes at the ends of them, I suddenly stop what I’m doing, and give a little shake of my head, blinking a bit, wondering, “What just happened? What have I been doing all day?” when the truth is life keeps motoring along whether I’m consciously partaking or not. Living on autopilot is a bad habit. Some things I have listed quickly so I wouldn’t forget to talk about them: Dirty Jobs, election ballot, rotating CDs, spider season, weird mom. Then I look at the list, a list of things that I kind of mentally wrote...

07
Sep
2008

HOW MANY BALLS CAN YOU KEEP IN THE AIR AT ONCE?

How do you manage anticipation and scheduling when every day has something in it (apart from the usual weekday getting-up-and-going-to-work-thing) and every weekend for the foreseeable future is booked? Especially when it’s not just yourself that you have to keep track of things for, but your entire family? Things that have to be remembered in our household any given week include the following: Monday Gym bag for Martin, Chess club for Martin, remind kids to do their homework (evening) Tuesday Gym bag for Martin & Karin, remind kids to take their homework (morning) and do their homework (evening), Piano lessons...

05
Sep
2008

FRIDAY LOVE LIST: FILL IN THE BLANKS

Swiped in its entirety from Meg! Song you love: Word you love: Academic subject you love: Hobby you love: Type of baked good you love: Type of sky you love: Beverage you love: Vacation you love: Restaurant you love: Way of getting around that you love: Person you love: Room in your home (or ideal home) you love: Movie you love: Book you love: City you love: Future plan you love: Form of communication you love: Junk food you love: My list is first in the comments, now let’s see yours!

31
Aug
2008

IT’S BETTER TO WANT WHAT YOU HAVE THAN TO HAVE WHAT YOU WANT

It’s funny how envy works. Listening to the good news of a friend makes me envious sometimes. Not in the sense that I wish it were MY news, but just in the sense that I wish I had news, too. Even when you have things just fine, excellent in fact, it’s a weird feeling to find yourself envious of someone else. Not because you want whatever it is they have going on, but because they’re so excited about it and that feeling of excitement is such a rush that you are reminded of how fun it is. It’s much easier...

30
Aug
2008

POD PERSON

After a busy week like this past week, what I most looked forward to was sleeping in, and when my betraying body stirred regardless, early in the morning and then refused to return to slumber, it was a major inner grumbling that commenced. Strangely, despite staying up past 3 a.m. (late dinner party with the Wonders who didn’t leave until after 1, then a compulsion to tidy up the house so that I wouldn’t have to face it in the morning, then the self-idiocy in climbing into bed and picking up the book I was 60 or so pages from...

25
Aug
2008

BOGGLING & GIGGLING

Anders left for Italy yesterday and while in transit on the Munich airport runway, one of the wheels of his plane starting SHOOTING FLAMES out that actually began LICKING UP THE SIDE OF THE AIRCRAFT. *commence minor it-was-over-before-i-heard-about-it freakout* Coming as this did so soon after the airline tragedy in Madrid, I was more than a little concerned when he called to tell me he wasn’t yet at his destination and was, in fact, waiting in Munich airport for more news on what to do next, considering he had left the plane without any of his possessions except his mobile...

23
Aug
2008

COMFORT ZONE

I haven’t felt much like writing this week, too much happening at once and feeling very bombarded by lots of things. First week back at work after vacation went well, but I have some friends going through some really hard stuff right now and my heart goes out to them. I wish there was something I could do to help them get through to the other side of suffering and grief, but right now I just seem to be too far away from everyone and everything. Trying to find a peaceful place from which to send comforting energy, it helps...

19
Aug
2008

UP ON THE ROOFTOPS

The company I work for is an international one, with offices in more than 20 countries. It also has a very diverse demographic, hiring people from all over the world to work in those offices. Though we are headquartered in Sweden, non-natives make up a significant portion of the employee list. On the floor where I work, which comprises 3 different departments, there are 2 Germans, 5 Americans, 1 Canadian, 1 French, 1 Mexican, 1 Brit, 1 Malaysian, 1 Indian, 1 Dane and 1 Norwegian. That’s a quarter of the total number of people on our floor alone. The Frenchwoman...