Monthly Archive: March 2009

29
Mar
2009

LIGHTS OUT

I have no coherent thoughts right now. Starting and stopping sentences every few seconds. I’ve started this over and over in my head, mentally backspacing and deleting and finally gave up and just started typing. Not sure that will get it going, but since my weekend has been all about getting things done, there you have it. Yesterday, for Earth Hour, which my kids were really excited about participating in (the 2 video game addicts: go figure) even to the extent of pumping arms in the air and yelling WOO HOO! when 8:30 rolled around (Karin), we had preparations well...

28
Mar
2009

THIS, THAT, THE OTHER & THEN SOME

It’s a busy but leisurely Saturday here Chez Ek. I’ve got a mile-long list of housecleaning chores and other things to do, but am taking my time about them and not getting all stressed out. Yesterday, I had my salary review at work and it didn’t go at all how I had hoped, especially after my disappointment last year. I DID get a raise, but it basically covered the cost-of-living increase and what it boils down to is that in Sweden, performance isn’t really tied to salary. If you do a good job, you get what the unions say is...

24
Mar
2009

STOP LOOK LISTEN

With rushing winds and gloomy skies The dark and stubborn Winter dies: Far-off, unseen, Spring faintly cries, Bidding her earliest child arise; March! —Bayard Taylor If you don’t like the weather in Sweden, just wait five minutes—that was certainly true today. We woke to blizzardly sideways snow and over the course of the day, we had sunshine, blue skies, grey skies, rain, clouds, snow again, and sunshine again. March comes in like a lion and goes out like an LOLcat. A capricious and frivolous month, for sure. The fact that it is nearly April—April!—3 months down in the year already,...

22
Mar
2009

ATTEMPTING TO BRAKE THE AUTOPILOT

Sitting with my hands on the keyboard, I move them up, bending the wrist then dropping it again. My head is inclined, though I don’t have to look at the keys to type; typing class years ago ingrained the touch of the alphabet into the tips of my fingers. They move just so in the clickety dance to produce letters, words, sentences, whole paragraphs without any seeming gap between thought and intention. Thought, however, escapes easily or rather has never been here to begin with in this instance, once again I sat to write without the preparation of a subject....

18
Mar
2009

WHAT MY KIDS THINK OF ME

Interviewed the kids in this Facebook meme and wrote down their exact responses 🙂 Apologies to those who’ve already seen it, but if I don’t put it here it won’t be in the yearbook. Martin – age 11 Karin – age 9.5 going on 17 1. What is something mom always says to you? M – Stop fighting! K – Get a life 2. What makes mom happy? M – When we do (stop fighting) K – Hugs & kisses 3. What makes mom sad? M – When we ignore her K – If I don’t want to be with...

16
Mar
2009

BEAUTY CAPTURES YOUR ATTENTION, PERSONALITY CAPTURES YOUR HEART

How many gazillion posts can I start writing with no clue as to what I’m going to write about, limping solely along on the determination to post something or die trying? 1703 apparently, as of this one. My daughter has been, for whatever reason, lamenting the fact that she is THE ONLY PERSON IN THE WORLD with an outie bellybutton. I’m not sure exactly how this bit of information has suddenly come to the forefront of her consciousness. Comparison tests in the locker room while changing for gympa? She is the only person in our family, at least, but I...

14
Mar
2009

FOR THE BIRDS

Hearing that (another) friend has been diagnosed with cancer has put quite the damper on my weekend, even though I think, given today’s medical advances, that she can beat this, it’s still a horrible experience for her and her family to go through. The alternative doesn’t bear thinking about. I’m not thinking about what it would mean to ME to receive such a diagnosis; my mind skitters and leaps about it, looking distractedly in the other direction, pulling my sleeve and pointing, not letting me dwell on any of those grotesque and overwhelmingly awful scenarios. *** Martin and I took...

11
Mar
2009

CALLING CINDERELLA

It’s a bit late for me to actually be starting to write something here…usually I try to start writing, if I’m going to write at all, by 10:30 at at the latest. I write most of my journal posts late at night, though, because I’m a die-hard night owl. Even though I try to be better about going to bed at a decent hour, at least on weeknights, I fail frequently to actually get into bed before 11:30 and I fail nearly every night at putting my book down and turning out the light before midnight has come, peered at...

09
Mar
2009

WHAT I DID TODAY

Today was moving day at work, so I didn’t feel like I contributed very much to the bottom line today, though I did finalize 3 brochures that I was waiting for miscellaneous bits & pieces of, and slapped together a HTML invitation and proofread a convoluted translation of a case study that was originally in Korean. There was a bit of a holiday atmosphere both on Friday and today as people packed up their stuff, so I don’t think I was alone in the decreased contribution factor. 🙂 I had already packed up everything else in my office last week,...