{"id":8737,"date":"2023-08-26T23:37:40","date_gmt":"2023-08-26T21:37:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/?p=8737"},"modified":"2023-08-26T23:37:40","modified_gmt":"2023-08-26T21:37:40","slug":"its-all-in-what-isnt-said","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/2023\/08\/26\/its-all-in-what-isnt-said\/","title":{"rendered":"IT&#8217;S ALL IN WHAT ISN&#8217;T SAID"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I keep meaning to sit down and write something. I have half-written posts on notes, in emails, in my head. Ideas for posts. Headlines for posts. But they all come to nothing if I don&#8217;t actually sit down and write. <\/p>\n<p>Today felt like a waste of a day off. Load after load of laundry and then I sat down to work because I needed to spend a few hours keeping caught up with the giant pile of urgent emergencies I have right now, and it turned into nearly 5 hours and I&#8217;m nowhere near caught up even though I got two more presentations sent off for review. I still have one huge one and 3 more tickets waiting for me. All PPTs. All urgent. And a week of meetings coming up which means not getting any actual work done.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m starting off the week with holding yet another intro training for regional marketing staff, and I&#8217;m starting to question why I bother. Anders kept asking me if something was wrong today, but it just felt like nothing was really right, even though I was fine. It&#8217;s fine. Everything&#8217;s fine. <\/p>\n<p>Right?<\/p>\n<p><em>Mood: okay<br \/>\nMusic: Matt Nathanson\u2014Modern Love<\/em><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I keep meaning to sit down and write something. I have half-written posts on notes, in emails, in my head. Ideas for posts. Headlines for posts. But they all come to nothing if I don&#8217;t actually sit down and write. Today felt like a waste of a day off. Load after load of laundry and then I sat down to work because I needed to spend a few hours keeping caught up with the giant pile of urgent emergencies I have right now, and it turned into nearly 5 hours and I&#8217;m nowhere near caught up even though I got&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":7944,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[4,20],"class_list":["post-8737","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","has-post-thumbnail","hentry","category-general","tag-beinglizardek","tag-littlemisssunshine"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8737","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=8737"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8737\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":8738,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/8737\/revisions\/8738"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media\/7944"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=8737"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=8737"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=8737"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}