{"id":78,"date":"2003-09-24T14:00:00","date_gmt":"2003-09-24T19:00:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/2003\/09\/24\/autumn-thoughts\/"},"modified":"2022-07-05T14:55:55","modified_gmt":"2022-07-05T12:55:55","slug":"autumn-thoughts","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/2003\/09\/24\/autumn-thoughts\/","title":{"rendered":"AUTUMN THOUGHTS"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Clouds like fluffy white elephant sheep grazing in a blue meadow. It&#8217;s breezy and chill, despite the sunshine. I&#8217;m inside, ostensibly working, chained to the computer. Working on things that drive me insane. Platform migration for our intranet site. ugh. ick blech.<\/p>\n<p>The tupperware event I was supposed to go to tonight has been postponed, which means I&#8217;m free to go to choir, BUT I told Anders I&#8217;d stay home anyway, as I know he&#8217;s completely stressing over the stones, and the car. There are two things wrong with it now. \ud83d\ude41  So I&#8217;ll be a good helpmate and parent and deal with kids and do some cleaning so he can work until the light fails. I told him that if it started pouring I was going to choir. \ud83d\ude42 Not going to the tupperware party is just as well, as despite all good intentions not to buy anything, I always end up with something. Pretty plastic containers just love me and insist on following me home.<\/p>\n<p>Oh well, maybe I&#8217;ll get some collage time in. I&#8217;m nearly done with the last two pages, but not happy with one of them. The other one needs something more, but I haven&#8217;t figured out quite what it is.<\/p>\n<p>I still have quite a bit of work to do on the AWC newsletter and directory, and we need to start calling people who haven&#8217;t paid their dues and find out if they are planning on renewing or not. I don&#8217;t understand why people just assume things. They assume that if they haven&#8217;t answered, it means they don&#8217;t want to renew (and they are either scared about telling someone or just don&#8217;t give a shit), when we think that because they haven&#8217;t answered, they have forgotten about the email or haven&#8217;t read it, or haven&#8217;t gotten around to it, or whatever. I have 3 weeks to get the directory ready to drop off at the printers and only half of our members have renewed, so that&#8217;s approximately 50 people that need to be contacted.<\/p>\n<p>I find myself occasionally wondering why no one posts comments on a journal entry, and then have to remind myself that it doesn&#8217;t really matter. I&#8217;m supposed to be writing this for me, not you, and if you join me once in awhile along the way, that&#8217;s great. It&#8217;s not the ultimate reason why I&#8217;m doing this, however. The lively community aspect of LJ is very attractive, however, and it&#8217;s nice to be a part of it, and easy to get sucked in. I am not looking for validation, in that sense.<\/p>\n<p>Sometimes I think I should just treat LJ as a far-away friend that I&#8217;m writing letters to. That would mean a lot more rambling, I&#8217;m afraid. Or that I should use it as a creative-writing outlet and post more poetry or short works, but so far these journal entries ARE my short works. \ud83d\ude42 Other times I think I&#8217;m using it as an archive; a place to post things for future reference.<\/p>\n<p>My junior-high school gang of girlfriends is planning a reunion (there are 9 of us) next summer in Oregon. Some of these women I haven&#8217;t seen since we were 15. One, Becky, is my all-time best and oldest friend in the world. She and I didn&#8217;t see each other for 11 years, then after I was living in Chicago and making boatloads of money, I could afford to travel to New Mexico and then Oregon to see her quite often. She was my Best Woman at my wedding and she&#8217;s the only other person besides my husband who knows all my deep dark secrets.<\/p>\n<p>I saw Kelly once during the time I lived in Chicago, when she came to visit. I met up with Julie last summer while we were home in Michigan. Jill, Denise, Robin, Angelica, Karin and I haven&#8217;t seen each other since 1979. We all found each other again about a year and a half ago, thanks to the wonder that is email and alumni websites, and have been in email contact ever since. I can&#8217;t wait to see them all again, even though I really really ought to try and lose some weight beforehand \ud83d\ude42 Part of me knows that they won&#8217;t give a shit what I look like. We&#8217;re going to regress completely for 3 days, I&#8217;m sure \ud83d\ude42 We were the biggest geeks in junior high and it was great.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Clouds like fluffy white elephant sheep grazing in a blue meadow. It&#8217;s breezy and chill, despite the sunshine. I&#8217;m inside, ostensibly working, chained to the computer. Working on things that drive me insane. Platform migration for our intranet site. ugh. ick blech. The tupperware event I was supposed to go to tonight has been postponed, which means I&#8217;m free to go to choir, BUT I told Anders I&#8217;d stay home anyway, as I know he&#8217;s completely stressing over the stones, and the car. 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