{"id":1186,"date":"2006-06-28T21:54:00","date_gmt":"2006-06-29T02:54:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/2006\/06\/28\/my-mental-mood-ring-is-amber\/"},"modified":"2022-07-05T14:47:51","modified_gmt":"2022-07-05T12:47:51","slug":"my-mental-mood-ring-is-amber","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/2006\/06\/28\/my-mental-mood-ring-is-amber\/","title":{"rendered":"MY MENTAL MOOD RING IS AMBER"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>If I stopped writing here, in this space that used to feel so comfortable, what would I do with the time it freed up?<\/p>\n<p>Would I write elsewhere? A book of short stories and poetry and meanderng essays? A plotless novel, full of characters and quirky writing? A silly correspondence between myself and me? A paper diary? Doubtful. I never kept any kind of consistent diary until I started this journal, and it often appears the only thing that has really kept me writing has been the audience participation.<\/p>\n<p>Would I have a cleaner house? Doubtful. I&#8217;ve always been of two minds about housework. On the one hand, I like a neat and tidy domicile with everything in its place but on the other I&#8217;d rather be lying on the couch reading.<\/p>\n<p>Would I create a great art masterpiece, or perhaps a whole series of delightful artworks that would actually be worth something, if only on eBay? Doubtful. I might create the delightful artworks, but I have a hard time parting with my babies, and I don&#8217;t have the obsessive need to create that a true artist has. I&#8217;m more of a dabbler, really.<\/p>\n<p>Would I spend more time with my children?<\/p>\n<p>Would I turn to gardening and whip our yard and flowerbeds into shape?<\/p>\n<p>Would I become a workaholic, only leaving the office when the reception has closed and the stairwells echo?<\/p>\n<p>Would I turn to sex, drugs and rock-and-roll to fill my days?<\/p>\n<p>Doubtful, sadly, but well, doubtful.<\/p>\n<p>What&#8217;s that you say? Would I spend all my time playing Spider Solitaire? You funny. Lalalala, I can&#8217;t hear you!<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Last week I mentioned in a journal entry that we were planning a trip to Scotland and asked for recommendations of things to see and do. I got lots of responses with great ideas, and the wonderful <a href=\"http:\/\/bluepoppy.omworks.com\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Bluepoppy<\/a>, an online friend I&#8217;ve never met, told me to get in touch with <a href=\"http:\/\/www.croila.net\" target=\"_blank\" rel=\"noopener\">Croila<\/a>, one of HER online friends whom she has never met, who just happens to be Scottish and lives in Scotland. So I did, and not only did she answer me with a great long email PACKED full of great ideas, suggestions and links, but she also posted the info on her website and asked HER readership for tips. What I am discovering now, along with the fact that the internet is full of lovely, generous, helpful and friendly people, is that we will probably have to plan <b>another<\/b> trip to Scotland because there is TOO MUCH TO SEE.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>I was trying to look up my family&#8217;s ancestral tartans online, as I have several Scots back about 5 generations: Dalgleish, Scott and McAllister. When it gets that far back, how do you decide which tartan is really YOURS? Also, they were all farmers, so I don&#8217;t think they count, because wasn&#8217;t it mostly the wild Highland clans that had tartans? What if you like a tartan that you really have no claim to? Are you allowed to use it? Not that I&#8217;m particularly enamored of plaid, you understand, I&#8217;m just curious.<\/p>\n<p>***<\/p>\n<p>Why am I just in the mood to quit things lately? Argh. Somebody stop me.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>If I stopped writing here, in this space that used to feel so comfortable, what would I do with the time it freed up? Would I write elsewhere? A book of short stories and poetry and meanderng essays? A plotless novel, full of characters and quirky writing? A silly correspondence between myself and me? A paper diary? Doubtful. I never kept any kind of consistent diary until I started this journal, and it often appears the only thing that has really kept me writing has been the audience participation. Would I have a cleaner house? Doubtful. I&#8217;ve always been of&#46;&#46;&#46;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[11],"class_list":["post-1186","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-general","tag-blabbiterlickum"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1186","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=1186"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1186\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":5247,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1186\/revisions\/5247"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=1186"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=1186"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/lizardek.com\/blog\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=1186"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}